zen
I am going to one day find my zen. i always tell me parents i am graduating from highschool then moving to the mountains of tibet and becoming a mond to find my inner zen. they think im kidding. but i truly do consider this at points in my life. how would it feel do have no worries in teh world, and to just be a peace with the earth and with yourself. to be able to just stop and hear the earth spill its secrets to you, instead of an obnoxious person spilling gossip to you that is most likely somewhat or completely not real. my dad makes fun of me saying i cant live without my cellphone and tv and things like that. but i could if i wanted to. i really could. maybe when i retire i will become a monk so i live half and half. zen. i like the sound of it.
